Thursday, April 1, 2010

feelin' groovy

Lately, I've been feeling down.  I don't know if it's because I am back to "ordinary" life, because I don't really have a job & wake up every morning without much of a purpose, or because I don't really have a plan & figuring that out feels completely overwhelming.  Maybe it's because I'm living in a house with 2 other girls again & have killer PMS.  Maybe it's E: All of the above.

But today I woke up to a friend's phone call, a happy dream melting into awareness, a blue sky sunshine morning, and Chick's laughter.  And from that joyful place, possibilities started a-brewin.

I don't think I'm ready to outline a plan here yet - knowing me, it'll change a million times before it happens - but let's just say it involves theatre, the one thing I've always loved & the one thing I know, and it involves road trips, and it involves a big blowout around-the-world trip of a celebration.  It even involves a possible long-term plan, which I haven't had in a long time.

I'm open to ideas changing, but it feels really nice to have a place to start from, a plan to get excited about and motivated in.  This is going to be the best decade ever.


Today I am so happy & grateful for:
~ letting my brain sit with a "problem" - it takes some time but damn it comes up with some creative solutions!
~ things to look forward to
~ spring flowers

xo! n.

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